I am with the demonstrators in heart, mind and soul.

Today

Demonstrations are taking place across the UK against Boris Johnson's decision to suspend Parliament in the run-up to Brexit.   (MY thanks to internet media for photos)
I say:
GET  HIM and HIS ORGANISERS OUT. OUT. OUT.
he is a boxing fighter / a fighting boxer ... see the action of his fists...


Neighbours were correct to call the Police some time ago....
there could have been someone else in the house causing his girlfriend to scream....
and if it was him then SHAME on him.
He uses BULLY TACTICS, deception, arrogance, narcissism and much more to line his pockets and those of others.... to line his self esteem.
BUT I am no the only one to think he shows disdain and contempt for my country, as in Great Britain and its British / European Citizens and its Peoples (within ethnic groups)

There is only one way down from a pedestal for any narcissist or any one who thinks he is above justice.

Today, there is a protest demonstration and as I can't be there, this is my DEMONSTRATION.   I speak out on this platform.


I am a simple person, having been naive most of my life, perhaps still am, yearn for PEACE in SOCIETY and RESPECT between individuals.

Whether Brexit is right or wrong it is not democratic and never has been, in my opinion.

I AM with those who fight for DEMOCRACY.
I AM with those who fight for JUSTICE and PEACE between NATIONS, who are also against the rise of far right and continued capitalism, 
but, 
I am not in support of those who create political and economic activistic, aggressive, social media abuse whilst stirring against religion, faith, etc on social and otherwise media.  

There is no one right way for relationships to be healthy, yet, plenty of wrong ways to make unhealthy relationships. And Society starts with two people to understand each other, to communicate and respect each other and this then grows into a Nation where there has to be negotiation and compromise or chaos, unrest, unhappiness and death.

I am imperfect.
Aware of that truth, I will continue a struggle for decency, respect, tolerance, where opinions can be voiced but not where everyone thinks they are entitled to laud over another.

In my opinion, the 2016 voting results for BREXIT or REMAIN of  51% and 49%, were flawed.
Flawed because it was:
unrecorded as to what percentage of voters did not vote
unrecorded as to what percentage of voters voted but spoiled their ballot paper possibly because the wording could be unclear to some and they did not understand the question or implications
UK citizens were told lies
UK citizens, like me, did not understand the HISTORY of how we arrived at that point in 2016.

I voted REMAIN in EUROPE. 
I voted for Freedom of European Movement. 
I voted for European exchange. 
I voted for kindred spirits with our immediate neighbours.
I voted for PEACE between all nations.
I stand by my vote.

I am ENGLISH.
I live in France.
My story is simple, yet emotionally charged from being betrayed,  abandoned,  rejected by parental emotional neglect and by a soul mate who began to change his character.
I am ageing but not yet ready to go back to uncertainty in UK despite my other challenges.
I have had some of the best experiences of my life despite hardship and trauma,
I miss many things.  BUT for the moment  HERE is PEACE.

I love my country and United Kingdom, and whilst none of life anywhere is perfect,we do not need global war, civil war, disputes, aggression that jeopardise peace or that cause physical or mental harm  to others, or where there is simple and basic unkindness between peoples.

We start at being kind to others, to respect and trust others.  It started when we were born.
When people hurt us, or break our trust and friendship, break relationships then it causes angst, anger and volatility, then on a much larger scale it leads to where the nation is now.
I am sad for that.
HENCE,  I am with all those who wish to REMAIN WITHIN EUROPE ....

I am sure there could be compromise, negotiation and Europe could benefit from UK just as UK has indeed benefited from Europe despite what the sceptics say.

I pray for Peace in UK and the world.

I pray for Democracy to be respected
I pray that the modern political rules are regarded closely and re - created so that GOVERNANCE of Great Britain is better understood by all.

It might be good, it might be bad...

BUT despite trying to hear each side of the argument and disagreements
I WANT TO STAY IN EUROPE
and I am seriously upset and disturbed that what is being called a democracy
is what it is suggested to be and methinks it is not TRUE.

How can it be so? When there has not been compulsory voting measures.... nor despite the recent lawsuit by Brian Cave and another meant that British born people who have lived in Europe over 15 years cannot vote..... did not vote and those and the next would have made all the difference!
.. to continue,,,
and then, not related to that lawsuit, British born people who have lived elsewhere in the world cannot vote
and when some British born people who have lived in Europe for less than 15 years have had for one reason or another their right to vote ruined... (postal problems etc)
and when people like me who were born in Britain but who have lived in Europe ( I mean outside of Great Britain) for less than 15 years have voted ... but how can we know our vote was counted!!!!!!!!?

I am sick of Politicians jumping out of the sinking boat... BUT maybe that is a good thing and that those who steady their sails and nerves are staying IN....
( excuse me but I do wish to say to them all F***O**... I can write it FUCK OFF!  Stop using the people of Great Britain to make themselves VICTORIOUS...
NARCISSISM knows no bounds!

I WANT TO BE .... IN EUROPE...

I shall start to shout it... I shall say I WANT like a small child...
BUT I AM a BIG child and I want to feel safe and secure in my pensionable stratum of life!
I paid all my taxes in my working life... never flinched at what was taken ... was told to save in AVCs ... tax free... and now I am up against 40% tax if I wish to take out my lump sum...
BASTARDS! LIARS! ... and that was before this Anarchism!

I wish there to be freedom of movement and peoples within the continent of Europe to choose where they live and work. I would work in France if I could find employment at my age.
BUT I have also a right to have chosen to live here under earlier RULES...
(I pay my taxes in UK and I pay my taxes in France and I am entitled to Social Security... UNDER the old rules .. what next we ask? ...)
and those who live in GREAT BRITAIN have under earlier rules a right to live there...
I am not speaking about those who have violated the correct entry.

I am annoyed because for the last 12 years of living in France whilst RULES HAVE changed over the last 12 years I have been maltreated and treated worse than an immigrant...  it has been shaming when I have done nothing wrong but exercised my free choice!

I was confronted with NHS treatment rules which I managed to duck and dive when I'd had UK treatment and needed after care follow up.   I did not realise at the time the 3 month RULE.
Sadly, I lied because I was one or two weeks outside of the limit!!!!! I had to have the follow up as my bladder did then not work because of the op when I was resident in UK!

I am annoyed that since then when I tried to get a UK mortgage, having had one for 25 years and more in the UK as a single person in UK, I could not even get a foothold back in UK since 2008 without coming back to live there for six months...
NEVER MIND THE EMOTIONAL CHALLENGES and difficulties I was going through!
SO... I took the easier road and got a mortgage in France!

Here we are!!!!!!!  making the most... seeing the glass half full or more or half empty and more!

I am and shall be annoyed, angry, nay furious if UK does not treat their immigrants as I would wish to be treated as an expatriat in France.   We are human beings not pawns!

I am so upset!
I could say so much more but am not always verbally or textually literate.

Of course there has to be democracy but it has been based on insufficient information being disseminated to the people of Great Britain over a period of TIME...
LIES...
BROKEN PROMISES
and POLITICIANS abandoning the ship when they should be walking the bloody gangplank!
TRAITORS - all of them!

There should have been a YEAR of DEBATE and information ... before any vote... THEN it would have been better BALANCED.

I smell a rat. I smell a hunderd thousand rats on the ILLY ALLY O of Great Britain ... and if it were not for my age or family I would tomorrow apply for CITIZENSHIP...
It is still on the cards!